thanks God coz im found you


0

Today you already go home..
after 10 days go back malaysia, wait you long time hunny..
im happy so much..!!
heheheh

Celebrate our 10 month relationship,
are you happie with me until today Juven??
are tou be grateful coz got me ?

SAyang i can't stp grateful coz of you
Thanks God coz i'm found you..
hehhehehe

Happie monthlyversarry laogong!!

Silence


0

So quite...
Just me and my self, here alone !!
hold my hand, close my eyes and feel the silence in here
watch the star in the sky, listen the night voice
what happen with my heart..?
i can't feel, i trust, but i know i'm hurt....

So silence...
but i can't make some noisy
i hate this, but i can't stop the world
can't hold you for long time
fly away with the wind

Why so silence..??
no one care..
i'm scared for a while..
jut a while..??or will be forever..??
i scared will lost you..

In the silence
i make some promise
promise never leave you..
In the silence im crying and hope
you will here me and hug me..


I always love you, whatever where are you and Who you are



my first bad dream with you


0

" Laogong....!!! Laogong..!!! Juven ong..!!! "
Oh God who's car there?? Juven in the car with a girl?? who the girl..??
" Juven,, Juven... " still scream but the car never stop
i put a stone and throw the car....
Braaaaaannnnngggggg.....
the mirror is broken..!
Juven go down from the car and said
" shit.. are you stupid?? what are you doing?? "
" Laogong who's the girl, why you hug and kiss her ? " started for cry
" the girl..?? " smile and said " a BITCH "
" Oh my God what happen to you??? what's the problem why you hurt me..?? " oledy crying
" why? you sad??dissapointed??hah?? i dont care..!! since now i will do what i want...!! "
"hikzzz...hikzzzz....hikzzzzz...." laopao no comment
" whathappen with your hair??same with Elvis presly " laopao said
" i said whatever i want.... "
laogong go away again with his luxury car and the girl of course...
"hikzzz...hikzz....hikzzz...."
trriiiiittt...
my phone ringing...
haaaaaaa i wake up..
"thx God just dream.... "
message from laogong....
hhehehehehhe




0

i can't change rainbow colour
i can't make a smell of roses
because im just ordinary girl

i can't stop rain
but maybe i can stop your crying
i can't hide from my suffer
but i will if struggle for you

Can i change the damn day..??
i can't, but you can...
Can i change the bad situation in my life..??
i can't, but you can

am'i egoist..??
yes i'am
am'i a trouble girl
yes i'am
am'i arrogant..??
yes i'am
am'i juven girl
yes i'am...

i love dolphin so much
and you know that
i love 13 so much
and you know that
i love watching so much
and offcourse you that too
BUT...
do you ever know i always try for defered to you?
do you ever know i always try for make you happy when beside me?
do you ever know i always try for be a indepedent girl,and not make you truoblesome of me?
and do you know i love you and never wanna exchange wth everything?

I will and still beside you don't care what the damn will happens
here and always in here wait you, support you, and make you laugh...
Laogong, tell me what i suppose to do,..?? to make you happy and proud of me??

take care and love you

laogong go home again


0

Im happy when see ur face happy
and said " finally i will go home "
hehheehhe
"take care yang-yang "

I'm sad honestly..
coz you always leave me..
alone when you go home
no one call me, sms me..
haizzzzz

but no problemo
just have fun with ur family,
enjoy ur time with them..
forget me for a while..
heheh
luv you...

Teach me


0

Teach me for make you smile
Teach me for make you happy
Teach me for make you proud
and
Teach me for make you still love me

I don't have anything for make you still be my side
I don't have anyting for make you perfect
I don't have anything for make you around the world

BUT

I have heart for hear you when you sad
I have eyes for look you when you need my support
I have hand for hug you when you crying
I have foot for walking with you whatever you will go
and
I have love for you
until we old and still together until die...

Dear God


0

Dear God in heaven..

God i never dissapointed for all Your plan,
i just feel i never give You best, sin and more sins in all my life...
i pray when i need You, when trouble come in my life...
i always think You never care bout me...
until i read some article, said : He never leave you, whatever you are.. Coz I'am Your Father !!

God in heaven,
please make my mom, my dad, my sisters and my laogong pray come true..
don't look my mistake...
please give my sister's change for feel university life..
and first of all forgive my parent's and all the people i love too sin's
bless and protect them wit Your grace..

God in heaven..
thanks for all..
i really wanna promise will give You the best in my life...

With love

Your daughter




July 23th 2009


0

i'm not shakespeare
can make romantice poetry
i'm not paris hilton
can make you popular
hehehhe

but trust me i will give my best for you
and another best future hope..
promise will be yours forever

work at store make my time crowded..
but, started enjoy it laogong..!!!
hahahahaah
study and work at your home make you be a busy man too
LAogong,...
i never imagine can get my first flower from you..
and another first off course..
i never demand you to give your life
hehhe
but i know you will give it coz you love me??
righhttt??
aaahhhhaaaaiiiiii...!!!
hahahahaha

Just want to say happy monthlyverssary

Think about your situation


0

If you said im egoist..!!
thats right..
If you said i always angry
that's right too
if you said i love you so much
that's very right ^0^

Laogong, i know be your self is not easy
make ur parents proud
make ur brother's and sister rightfully
and make me happy
really not easy

Think bout your situation
make me sad, coz i think i'm useless !! :((
i always make your situation more difficult
more crowded
and more unfortunate !!
Laogong,
if i can be you just want day
maybe i will more understand..

hei boy..
for understand some one, not easy too
i always try my best for understand you
be patient, calm and more smile
but sometimes i can't

laogong..
now i just want ask you
more rest and enjoy your self
dun think about your environs
just make your self relax
hehehhe

I always support you
what you want and you do
(aside from like another girl, " Will kill you " heheheh )

Love you laogong
and Jiayouuuuu....

Prepare before work


0

Finally will get money with my self..
hohohoh
really pround !! ^_^
so..
prepare.prepare for tommorow...!!
Happie but scared
coz can't see my laogong for a while..
hikz...hikz..
but he promise me, will see me at a store..
hhehehehe
romantice,,, hohoh
hope he take flower for me.. ^0^
heheheh

Laogong, really sorry if a month i can't more care bout you..
but i will try my best and hope can celebrate our monthlyversary with you..
and of course give you something special this month...

Laogong you know i have 1 big secret and iknow
you still dun know what is that..!!
heheheehhe

I STILL JEALOUS WITH YOUR EX-GIRL FRIEND
hehehehhehheheheheh
coz i scared something happen with you in future and you ex of course...
i really love you...
hope we can have a sweet monthlyversary celebrate this month...
and really sorry if i very bsy, and u feel i don't have time for you..
remember, that's wrong !!! okay??
will try my best...
MMMMuaaacchhh

From Monas Until PRJ


0

Hottttt..
Laogong i will getting black !!
haizzzzz, kan udah mau kuliah !! :((

jes..jes..jes..
use train car for go Monas Monumen !!
must antri panjaaaaannnngg bangettt
for go top of monas!!
uhhhhmm...
full of a lot people...
just play kite around the Monas..
Layang...layang... terbang melayang !!
heheheh
swit laogong..
mmuaaaaccchhh

Yippiieeee
time for lunch..
mie ayam Rp15000..??
huhuhuhu
to expensive you know
but dun worry my laogong is a rich man !!!
hohoohohoho

3.00 pm go to PRJ...
Lets go !!!
yuuuuuu.....
trrriiiiiiiiitttttttt..
arrive PRJ, but the bus like HELL
Free bus = Welcome to the hell
hehehehhehe
buy a ticket and tragedi mode ON
.........................................................
^%!Q^%!*!(!(*!%@$&*?(@_)!
fighting, fighting,fighting
hikz..hikz...hikz...
laogong never say this word BREAK UP !!!
huhuhuhuh
but thanks for today for PRJ.for rumah hantu, for all clothes, borobudur,and all !!
hmmmmmmm
and thanks for our swit fighting...
you know i more loe you more than yesterday...
mmmmmmuuuuaaaccchhhh
Love you..!!!


LOVE YOU


0

Getting hot everday
Finally on the fire...
haiiiiiizzzz
fighting, fighting again
but i love you
still love you

hmmmmm... dun ever say
" i'm bored "
dun say that's word..
i will really sad... :,((

Make you angry, i always do that
always be my false i'm sorry

if i were you, maybe i will understand
your tired, your position, your problem
but can you tell me more bout you

wanna make you smile,
mybe my difficult job..
heheheheh

i reaslly love you,,,..
suer..!!
hehehheehe

Dear my boy


0

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh...
im heppi but sad..
oledy six months
but u still bussy

Just want to say happy monthlyverssary

everything is going perfect


0

Huaaaaaaaaa....
UTS already fisnish,
my story love will 6 months it's mean half of year... ^o^
My family...??
going fine... ( hope so !! )
Got a job for make my pocket money more..
hohohohoh

Yippieeeee...
Got cute t-shirt from my beloved Yang2
" I LOVE JOGJA "
hehehehehhhe
Thanks so much lao gong...

Everything is going perfect..
No more crying
Hope no more fighting
and no more all the ING-ING
hehehehhe
Thanks God
really really thanks...

No more fight


0

make a little bit mistake
FIGHTING
tell a little bit mistake
FIGHTING
Just Kidding 
FIGHTING

What a problem with US??
time..??
busy..??
campus..??
friend's..??
jealous..??
home work..??
Or 
anything else??

Can we stop the BATTLE please..??
hehehehhe

I dun care can't meet you everday
I dun care how busy you are
I dun care what you do with ur friend's (Not smoke of course )
I will not jealous about PEACE.. ( you know i mean lao gong )
I care bout this must do ur job !!! ^O^

just smile 
and say you love me lao gong !!!

LOVE


0

how to love some one???
many people said just make something sweet
( i said like that too ^O^ )
love is simple word but difficult to do that...

Make our couple happy
Make our couple comfort
Make our couple understand

Who can't explain the truth meaning of love??
i watch many movie about love
and that is tell me about love meaning

Some said love is Beauty
Some said love is Suffer
Some said love is Passion

That is true??
How about my definition??
Love like music,
can hear, understand, feel and remember!!
Love like water,
fresh, flow, calm !!
Love like pigeon,
white, honest, and trust everything

Any definition bout love??


litlle Angel


0

I'm stand here
Try for be a little angel, give hope for all the people
Want give a little happiness for all.
want seeing a smile and laugh.

I'm like a great little angel
can fifght with wind and still stand up
Free and go every where
but my wings has broken, i'm sick, pain and sad.
When i start crying
i know i'm pain
after i found my self alone..!!

Im poor little angel
alone with broken wings
all the people try for ill me
until my hero come

His like a sunrise
Come and give his hand
hold and protect me
Try for trust him and give my heart for him
" don't be afraid, i'm here "

His protect me with his everything
i'm a stupid little angel
i make my sunrise sad
angry and be a sensitive.
i'm ill so don't know what i want

Be jealous little angel
and begin turn little devil
fight with my sunrise

not easy be a perfect little angel for everyone
be a strong
be a power
be a good
be a nice

My sunrise, please give me my light
stay always here
hold my hand
sing and dance with me
don't care how far our journey

im a little angel with my everything
promise my mom 
will be a good and smart daughter
promise my dad
will be nice girl
promise my sisters
will be a perfect old sister and protect them 
promise my sunrise
will be a nice lao pao, love him and trust him
promise all
to be a something nice

whatz the point?


0

have many home project
Be a ANSOS girl
Make my mom angry..
Make my Juven wait all the time
Angry and felt bored with my self

Try for be a good girl
More smile less cry
Have big problem with my friends at the class
Can somebody tell me what my false?
Why hurt me?
Why me?
tell me whats ur problem
I just want tell sorry

STAY SWEET FOREVER


0

" Do still love me if i already old lao gong ? "
" why always asking me with same question, have another question sayang? "
hehehehhe
same dialogue lao gong...
don't bored, plissssssssss!!!

hhehhehehe
stay sweet all the time
easy for say this..
but difficult for do it...

Lao gong..
i dun know what i want say
coz i know to many i tell bout all 
hheheheh
maybe ur mind,heart already full with me..

Lao gong
u begin ur day with tired
tired with ur personal business in ur house
with campus, home work, and anything
bot u always support me..
whatever who i'am..

Tonite in McD alam sutera..
i just want to say thanks
thanks a lot for all swit moments
lets make swit moment everday,...
i love you

LOVE MY LIFE


0

Project, Home work, Class, Friend's, Family, Love
make my life full
busy and almost full...

I love my life..
when i busy, when i'm tired, when i'm hopeless, when found idea for my project..
fuuuiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhh...

I love my life
full of a lot people..
sometimes crowded ( make my brain full )
sometimes make me always laugh
hahahhahhahah

I really love my life
love my self so much

Happie b'day my Lao Gong


0

let's sing a song...
Happie b'day lao gong
Happie b'day lao gong
happie b'day happie b'day......
happie b'day YangYang
yiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee

19th already..
more smart
more handsome
more make ur family pround
of course more love your lao pao
more swit every time..
hehehehhehe


love you...!!!
mmmuuuaaaaaccchhhhhh

sorry maybe can give you praise..
but will give you sweet muaaakkkkcccsssss
heheheheh
love You...

fight all the time...


0

i hate my self
fight all tje time with my lao gong..
what happen with me??

hate this time


0

First time i tell him
" i don't wanna you anymore, just go and find another girl "
i know that is hurt him so much
he crying and look sadness so much
want hug and say
" i'm sorry lao gong, i don't wanna hurt you"
but i'm, i hurt him
stupid of Jessica.....

Lao gong...
why you still love me
i hurt you
but you want wait me in front of house
in the rain lao gong..
why you said you will stand there
and dun wanna go..??

Sorry...
i really sorry about that...
you know how much i love you...
sorry,sorry and sorry.....

Promise
I never want to say like that
but please
hear me..
what i said
like go to the doctor if sick
use umbrella if rain
don't sleep until midnite
change ur clothes after play basketball
and many..

i know i have many rules for you
sorry if you doesn't like it..
but i'm just care bout you
tell me if you dun wanna the rules

yangyang
sorry, sorry and sorry
just take care your self so much
don't worry bout me
i'll find all the time
i have you
have juven
still love me until now

Sorry Lao Gong

my first DINNER


0

finally i got my first dinner
hahahahha
not luxurious, but very romantic
Solaria, i love this moment verymuch
thank you lao gong
i really appreciate this..

hmmmmm
yummy, cumi goreng

Only J.10


0

Never feel like this all my life
have some one really love me with all his life
try to give me the best from his life
make sweet PROMISE for my future

Sometimes he make me cry
i hate this time,but i can´t hate him
Always make me smile
i love this time, and i love him so much
Try to really understand me
Eventually i BT all the time

First person give me flower in all mylife
First person make me really comfort when he hold my hand
First person make me will give my best for him
First person make me FALL in love

23 November 2008
when i say YES, i will be yours
26 November 2008
when you kiss me in cinema
13 Desember 2008
When i promise will be yours forever

You hug me when i feel ill
You say jiayou when i hopeless
You say wo ai ni when i sad
You say sorry when i BT

I just can say
Thank you, coz you make me wonderfull
make my life full of colour
make me trust how great love is

Lao Gong,..
no one can love me like you love me
no one can make me wonderfull
no one want beside me when i suffer

Yang yang,
remember this..
i really don´t care who you are
whatever you are
handsome or not
rich or not
smart or not

But i really now,
you love me
you care bout me
thats enough for me

So i just want to say
AKU CINTA KAMU

when he go


0

what are you doing when your boy friend go, for celebrate CNY ?
Do you miss him ?
Try for call him ?
hahahaha

Miss my boy so much
i still here
and him in there...
" just 5 days yang2.."
ok never mind..

Man i make something in our photos at the campus!!

You like man..??
really miss you, but i must study hard for UAS..
hahahahahah
but i can´t stop thinking of you
think, how are you in there ?
already sleep or still play ?
already breakfast or still busy ?
can´t call you all the time, like you in here
hahahah
im really worry bout you,
I TRUST YOU MAN !!

Juven,...
take care in there
love n miss you ...

ALONE


0

First time i feel really alone in here T.T
so far from my luvly boy..
only i and me

Just 5 days..
i will okay
heheheh
Jiayou my self..!!

WILL 2 MONTH's


0

Sweet
Fighting
Diffrent ideas
Sweet again..
hahahahha
Luv u..

Ai ren, lao pao, yang2, sayang, swit heart, air...
hmmmmm..
to many name you give to me!!
and all of the name very swit and simple..

yin yang....
heheheheh
2 months already pass..
hmmmm
we do anything together
whatever happy or sad
difficult or easy..
our promise..??
We will together.. ( swit kan?? )
hehehehe

Wait you in campus
wait you when you finish ur work
wait you when you want come in kelapa 2
that is a swit time and always make me nervous to meet you...
You always said.
" Yang2, gak usah tunggu saya !!jangan keras kepala.. !! )
hehehehhe
i never hear you...
sorry man, coz i want wait you ^_^
i will wait you too when you go back in Malaysia..
hikz,,hikz.. :,(
hehehehehe

But calm down man,
5 days, not to long..
just take care in there, happy holiday..
and take a rest, please don't sleep midnite...
hahahhahah

ikan..
Sorry if sometimes i hurt you..
egoist, BT, don't understand you..
make you jutek, angry and BT of course..
hahhahahh
but i love ur BT expression, like Poo in kungfu Panda ^_^

Juven,
hmmmmmmmm....
Jiayo for UTS..
Must study hard, ok...!!
..

happy monthlyversary
and Gong xi fa cai
Sa rang he yo


PERFECT ^_^


0

you are so perfect
you are so beautiful through my eyes
you always make me want to compliment you

every step i take
i will always remember you
i can't imagine my life without your love

don't you ever leave me
i can't go through life without you
only with you i can

you are my blood
you are my heart
you are my life
you make me complete
oh my love you are so...
perfect...perfect...

you held my hands
at times when i am weak and down
you whispered the words and drove my worries away

don't you ever leave me
i can't go through life without you
only with you i can

you are my blood
you are my heart
you are my life
you make me complete
oh my love you are so...
perfect...perfect...

you held my hands
at times when i am weak and down
you whispered the words and drove my worries away

HOW TO MAKE BLOG


0

In PTM Class...

Study to make a good and perfect blog in PTM class..
Use html, images and another software
heheheh
Confused, why to difficult to make a BLOG??
Erorr...erorr...and error again !!!
Copy,paste
Copy,paste again
hhahahahha
Make shoutmix box
Make start counter
and many..
Of course make my blog more Better
hehehe

So Jiayou....!!!!
Lets we make BLOG!!!

17-01-09


0

See his house
See his activities when at home
See hiss office ( full of wood and glue ) but i love wood smell
Cooking in his kitchen
Eat with him in small table front of his bed room

Ai ren i love so much this time
and wanna try again cooking in your kitchen
with tata and Jco, heheheheh
Eat mbak noodle
hmmmmm, delicious..
YUMMY

Ai ren thanks for the swit moment
i love you...

PLEASE


0

Please stop fight
i wanna live without fight with you..
PLEASE

TRUST ME


0

Very difficult to make someone trust you
whatever this someone loves or not loves you
Easy to say I REALLY TRUST YOU
Difficult to SHOW how you really trust him or her

Why like that..??
don´t really now...

SAYANG..
You the best in my life
i trust you
how to be difficult to show i really trust you
i always listen you don´´t care i busy or not
but why you not trust me??
to difficult to trust me??

I never tired
i always happy beside you
trust me please-...
AKU GAK BOSAN!!!!!

Oh my Gosh....!!
Why to difficult
please help me explain to my boy
I REALLY LOVE HIM
somebody please teach me how to show him
i wanna show i really love, care, and really uderstand him...
hikz..hikz..

SAYANG
YANG YANG
AI REN
MY ANGEL
LAO GONG

PLEASE TRUST ME......!!!!!!!

The simple of LIFE


0

Fight with my Mom
Fight with my Dad
hmmmmm
always like this since i was 16 years old

Never feel how warm dad hug
how comfort dad arms
and how strong dad hand

´Life is very simple, just let it flow ´ mom said
Try to make my life simple, but how come life
be difficult and crowded for me..??
trouble always come to fast and i never now how i must to do

try for be strong girl, and always smile all the time
hmmmmmm tired...
i´m just tired
i wanna cry, wanna scream
but i must showing to my mom I´M A STRONG GIRL
hahahahahha
Poor me...!!

Hate this situation
Hate this condition
but i never hate my self..
Never hate my mom
Never hate my Dad
i always love them

The simple of LIFE
According me is
Depend how strong you are

so just smile every time and make colourfull ur life

Want say thank´s to
God coz bless me all the time until now
My boy Juven always beside me don´t care how tired you are.. Aku cinta kamu
Auntie yanti Thanks auntie you so good hope you can get a good man too
My best Friend Desiree, xie xie des !!

TO my lil sister´s
Be a good girl
Strong and always smile
I love you all....

BANDUNG I'am IN LOVE


0



3 Days 2 Nights with you..
Oh my gosh, BANDUNG i'am in LOVE
Eat together, walk together, sleep together ( don't negative think )
hahahah
I enjoy That very much SAYANG
Hope will come back again in that moments