thanks God coz im found you


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Today you already go home..
after 10 days go back malaysia, wait you long time hunny..
im happy so much..!!
heheheh

Celebrate our 10 month relationship,
are you happie with me until today Juven??
are tou be grateful coz got me ?

SAyang i can't stp grateful coz of you
Thanks God coz i'm found you..
hehhehehe

Happie monthlyversarry laogong!!

Silence


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So quite...
Just me and my self, here alone !!
hold my hand, close my eyes and feel the silence in here
watch the star in the sky, listen the night voice
what happen with my heart..?
i can't feel, i trust, but i know i'm hurt....

So silence...
but i can't make some noisy
i hate this, but i can't stop the world
can't hold you for long time
fly away with the wind

Why so silence..??
no one care..
i'm scared for a while..
jut a while..??or will be forever..??
i scared will lost you..

In the silence
i make some promise
promise never leave you..
In the silence im crying and hope
you will here me and hug me..


I always love you, whatever where are you and Who you are



my first bad dream with you


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" Laogong....!!! Laogong..!!! Juven ong..!!! "
Oh God who's car there?? Juven in the car with a girl?? who the girl..??
" Juven,, Juven... " still scream but the car never stop
i put a stone and throw the car....
Braaaaaannnnngggggg.....
the mirror is broken..!
Juven go down from the car and said
" shit.. are you stupid?? what are you doing?? "
" Laogong who's the girl, why you hug and kiss her ? " started for cry
" the girl..?? " smile and said " a BITCH "
" Oh my God what happen to you??? what's the problem why you hurt me..?? " oledy crying
" why? you sad??dissapointed??hah?? i dont care..!! since now i will do what i want...!! "
"hikzzz...hikzzzz....hikzzzzz...." laopao no comment
" whathappen with your hair??same with Elvis presly " laopao said
" i said whatever i want.... "
laogong go away again with his luxury car and the girl of course...
"hikzzz...hikzz....hikzzz...."
trriiiiittt...
my phone ringing...
haaaaaaa i wake up..
"thx God just dream.... "
message from laogong....
hhehehehehhe




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i can't change rainbow colour
i can't make a smell of roses
because im just ordinary girl

i can't stop rain
but maybe i can stop your crying
i can't hide from my suffer
but i will if struggle for you

Can i change the damn day..??
i can't, but you can...
Can i change the bad situation in my life..??
i can't, but you can

am'i egoist..??
yes i'am
am'i a trouble girl
yes i'am
am'i arrogant..??
yes i'am
am'i juven girl
yes i'am...

i love dolphin so much
and you know that
i love 13 so much
and you know that
i love watching so much
and offcourse you that too
BUT...
do you ever know i always try for defered to you?
do you ever know i always try for make you happy when beside me?
do you ever know i always try for be a indepedent girl,and not make you truoblesome of me?
and do you know i love you and never wanna exchange wth everything?

I will and still beside you don't care what the damn will happens
here and always in here wait you, support you, and make you laugh...
Laogong, tell me what i suppose to do,..?? to make you happy and proud of me??

take care and love you

laogong go home again


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Im happy when see ur face happy
and said " finally i will go home "
hehheehhe
"take care yang-yang "

I'm sad honestly..
coz you always leave me..
alone when you go home
no one call me, sms me..
haizzzzz

but no problemo
just have fun with ur family,
enjoy ur time with them..
forget me for a while..
heheh
luv you...